Vera Lucia Binte Muhammad Dzulkifli
Jul 5, 2024
my branches become damp
moistened by a rain of worried thoughts
my figs are poisoned
the ripe flesh
the red flesh
a smeared tapestry on concrete
pulp in between rough stone
i still see one light bulb
hanging on the soft arms
of my mother
and its seeds whisper to me
a secret of safe haven
its hue looks like grass stain
it looks like everyone else's
i am not everyone else
and what of the rim
around the fruit of my labor
my nails are too blunt to pierce
the porous shell
in bends under my short stubby thumbs
i press harder
i release
press
release
press
release
its heart does not beat
i am no surgeon
but i take up a scalpel anyway
if this had been my bigger dream
the tips of my hands would not be blistered
its doors would have opened to me
like lips into a smile
i would have ripped its head in half
from jaw to skull
and drank sweet wine
my canines would have
burst each bubble of nectar
greedy
hungry
needy
my smooth fingers would have
planted its small, frail, timid,
seeds.
but that fig was rotten anyway
thats what they said
i never really saw it
in its ghastly ruin
About the Author:
Vera is a 15-year-old aspiring writer, currently exploring her capabilities as a writer. Born and raised in Singapore, she has constantly dreamed of the possibilities of her mind and heart being recognised through words. From the days of confidently reciting her ABC’s in front of her kindergarten classroom, the wonders of words have captivated her to the core. Growing up with the enchanting tales of Beatrix Potter and Roald Dahl, each whimsical sentence and poetic verse fueled her imagination. Poetry became her love language to the world. Now, as she navigates the complexities of adolescence, she seeks to grasp onto the remnants of her childhood innocence through stories and words. She extends her gratitude for supporting her little light of hope. Happy reading!